i still alive

well... it has been a long long time that i haven't wrote anything here. life was so frustrating and dispirited, mostly because of work...it is not worth to mention about my unhappy life last couple months here.but i should be happy now cos i finally resigned my 3 years job.

it was not an easy decision and i clearly know that the interior design market is bad out side, glad i have saving to save my dignity, i couldn't let myself stuffer like this. Cartier team is totally insane, seriously non-sense, childish, impolite, unporfessional... the worse brand i've ever seen. i would said "the blind leading blind". i am smart and intelligent and you should not have any doubt of my capability, thats ridiculous to complain about me missing few interior sections in the preliminay tender set. thats called "Preliminary tender drawing" if it is complete it won't called preliminary, idiot!!!

well, now i am resigned and you guys called me to apologize, asking me why i am leaving blah blah blah... i dun care cos it is no longer my mess, i know i am doing well in my job. when u doubt my capability... well... i assumed that u work better than me. now i am happy to see you guys fuck up. to be honest, i dun see any point to stay and working hard for you guys, you guys are greedy, stupid, vain and irresponible. everytime i see you i want to throw up, really.

these cartier projects were eating up my soul and made me really unhappy for too long. if my boss can let me get rid of it, i dun have to quit. i asked my boss and i knew i had no choice, i was just a staff if i didn't resign i will be working for Cartier till end of 2010......so this is it.

6th Oct will be my last day in eightsixthree Ltd. and i am going to Nagoya and Osaka on 8th for 2 weeks, alone! to forget the dead body was working like a salve in 863, i need to think, i need to breath, i need to feel my happy life again. finally take my life control back.

Tracey and i went to Shanghai to check the HK plaza mall interior defects, we feel pretty happy about the final result. i love the mall interior profile, it is really clean and modern, if you saw the mall existing before...100% sure that u will say "awesome". i feel great about what i did and i know i am really good at it. i am proud of myself.

i went to the barbie store alone after work in shanghai, this store is so BIG, total 6 floors. there are resturant, kid wear, lady wear, barbie sale area, design yr own barbie studio. it is a interesting place to go for a tea break.

Min 70's porn star Bday party

late lunch in stanley with Ar so

Min invited me to go to a junk trip on last satursday i dun know anyone there but they are all nice people, i met so many new frds. it was great fun and the weather was so lovely! usually i can not get along with local hk gal well...surprisingly i met 4 nice hk gals from Min... we went to dinner and window shopping straight after the junk i really like them very much.